Randomness as the snow falls

I thought since I am sick and the snow is still falling I would write a little bit.

Ok so here goes...

I am back together with my ex-boyfriend. We dated when I was 18. Then he broke up with me because my mom and her boyfriend staired their noses down at him. He knew he broke my heart. But, we have been best friends for 8 years. I was always the person he would call while he was trashed and just wanted someone to talk to! Of course, I did the same to him! LOL.... well, we are back together but... I don't really think it is going to work out. He says he loves me and I know I love him but our relationship seems to be bases mostly on sex. I don't like it. Sex is not always on my mind like it is. Don't get me wrong. I enjoy sex just as much as he does. But, lately that is all we have done. Well, Friday night we did go out. Kinda like a late Valentines date. It was fun. But, we always tend to drink when we are together. I don't know if I like that either. I don't like getting drunk and partying all the time. And for him it is like life is one big party. There is more to life than that. I don't know if he will ever realize that. He is 21. I am fixing to turn 20 and I have goals I want to accomplish. He hasn't set any goals.

I can't wait to get out of my house. I don't really like the snow because when it snows I am pretty much stuck in my house. I live in the mountains so it takes forever for snow and ice to melt off of my road. Don't get me wrong it is pretty but I don't like all the dumb tourist that try to come up my road in the snow and don't know how to drive in it!! LOL... I was out until like 3 this morning helping people get out of ditches. I got sick but it was worth it.

My dad is getting fed up with his girlfriends crap. He does nothing but complain everytime he gets off the phone with her. The woman never shuts up... She could sell ice to eskimos. It is so annoying. She tries to act like my mom. I woke up this morning to her voice and it just put me in a bad mood. I hate it.

My boyfriend told me when I wake up in the morning I am a very vicious person. I have to agree with him. I am not a morning person. I hate being like that in the morning because most of the time it ruins my whole day. Well... waking up sick kinda ruined my day today.

Well, I am going to... until next time... C-YA!!

-xxxloserchickxxx