Another Soap Opera Day

Another day in the life of a soap opera!! I am so bored but at the same time I have so much energy... I am don't know what to do but to chat online a little bit!! I have pretty much been online since I have been awake...

I got called a slut last night and it kinda hurt my feelings. I was really upset but now I am over it! Today I got told I looked like a man and that I needed to get a sex change... It really made me mad because then they went even further and said that I was a Hitler Impersonator. That was really insulting because I am half Jewish. I don't know or understand how people can be so cruel and mean to someone else. I hate my life at times like this. It really makes me want to commit suicide even more. Now my day just drifts away into and endless thought of nothingness.

Today I have been so bored that I could just stare blankly at a blank wall and be amused for hours and hours. Just that kind of day. A good day for cutting. Everyone would get mad if I did that though. But it is a good way to take up some of my time. Plus I can bleed out all of the pain in my life! A day now becomes a week and a week now becomes a month. It seems like my life is passing by so slow as I sit and wait on my time to die to come. I feel like that day will never come. I feel like I will be waiting forever for it. WHY ME??!!??

Well... I know you will be sad to hear this if you are reading this but I have got to go for now. I will probably be bored later and post some more.

Bye for now~
Loserchick