Going Home

I am so excited!! I am going home to Iowa. I am leaving tomorrow at like 1:30 pm. I am going to Des Moines and my boyfriend and a parent of a friend of mine is going to pick me up. My friends don't know about it. It is going to be a surpise.

I can't wait to see the look on some of their faces! I am so excited I finally get to go back home after living in a month of hell!

I think everyone will be happy to see me except my ex! But he is a butt-hole... He doesn't count in my book for anything. Don't get me wrong, we are still friends and everything but he did nothing but use me it feels like. Now he is doing the same thing to the girl he is living with now... What a bunch of crap that is huh?

He can apparently fall in and out of love so quickly. You see before we started going out he was engaged to a girl and they broke up because he used her and wouldn't get a job. Well... they were engaged about a month after they got together. That is the same thing that happened to him and I. Now, he is with a 16 year old girl who he "loves" and they are engaged... ok WTF... he is 19 years old. She was 15 when they started "dating" However, I wouldn't call it dating all they pretty much do is have sex. WOW... How can someone have such a life? How can someone just use people like that? I don't understand how he sleeps at night!!

Anyways... I didn't come here today to rant and rave about him. I came to talk about how excited I am that I am going back!! I am just too excited for words!!

Well... I gotta go!!!

Loser Chick