Last Night

Last night I did a lot of cocaine and got so smashed with pills. I think I tried to kill myself. I woke up this morning with cuts on my wrist. I can't even remember a lot of stuff from last night. I do know the fireworks were gorgeous. They were so amazing. The ones in Tennessee are so much better though.

I woke up today feeling like crap. I am still tweaking a little bit. I still feel like I need to puke. I am on the phone with an Associate Pastor from my church. He is all like "Jesus loves you child! Come to Jesus" I really don't want to hear that... I am so sick of hearing that.

I am trusting everyone had a good Independence Day yesterday. I had to repierce my lip yesterday. I took out my ring and it closed up...I was so mad.

Well I got to go I will check back with everyone later...

Outy~
LoserChick