O wonderful bliss

Today has been one of those... "man why did I even get out of bed?" days. I have been so bored I just don't really feel like doing anything either... how depressing...

I have officially decided I hate my life and everything in it. Nothing seems to be going right lately. I feel like once again all my friends don't care and my whole world is crashing down around me. My best friend and I have been fighting more and more lately. Her boyfriend is moving in the house with us. O YAY MORE DRAMA!! I CAN'T WAIT.... NOT!!

I will be going home in like a week or so... I am so excited. I think I just need a little vacation from Iowa for a while. Where else is better than Tennessee (home) to take a vacation? I miss my friends and family but most of all I miss my boyfriend. He lives in a differant part of the state from where I do, but it is only a 2 hour drive for both of us....

You see his name is Frank* and we met online in a christian chat room when we were 14. We have been talking every since then. I developed feelings for him when I was 16 and I wanted to tell him when I turned 17, but I didn't up until a few weeks ago and I am now 19. So, needless to say it has been a rocky road to get to where we are now. He is so wonderful and I love him so much. He has really been there for me. He has helped me turn my life around and stop doing drugs. He is my only reason for waking up in the morning now. I look forward to talking to him everyday. Most of the time we are online with each other and I have my webcam on. He says the sweetest things when he sees me on cam.

Well... G2G for now...

Loserchick

*Name has been changed to a differant name not to reveal identity.